Totally agree with igor.
When you said that:
but I dont wanted to use apache from the web panel, just for security reason..
you is assuming that you know about security.
If you know about security you know about config files and apache too.
If you know about that and don't like the actual config, is implied that you have to do by yourself.
I don't think you can make a better install than the actual offered by CWP: Apache + Nginx + suPHP + CSF/ldf